Fast free falling.

Time is supposed to bring you closer to those you love. But, what if everything is a lie?

What if every single word you two have exchange it's been a terrible lie?

How do you stop a free falling?

Yes. Love is hard. And confusing. And now I feel so confused I don't even know what to say.

The panorama gets blurry. 

You feel how your eyes start to, slowly, close.

You feel how your muscles get lose.

You feel every kind of expression leave your face.

And you just fall.

Fast.

It's dangerous. It's awkward.

You are not used to that certain feeling.

You just want it to stop. And wake up knowing it was just a nightmare.

A short but scary nightmare.

Well. Those are your demons. Talking to you. Asking you for patience, and an open mind.

Asking you to let everything go.

Asking you to fade away.

How can I not be afraid?

It's been such a short period of time and I think he is the deepest person I've ever known.

He is amazing.

He is funny.

He is smart and clever.

He is different.

But I'm scared I lose myself looking for him.

I'm scared I can scare him away.

I'm scared I can hurt one nor both of us.

But, all I can tell you at this point is:

"That's what we are made of. So, take my hand".